Some things I’ve written about the silent generation
Sam
Smith - Places such 47 Mt. Auburn brought Boston's poets,
folksingers and the explicitly disenchanted to suggest into a mike or over
expresso that the 1950s were not all they had been cracked up to be. It was a
gentle message, because it carried little suggestion that there was anything we
could or should do about it. We were strong on analysis and abysmal at action.
We, the minority who felt something was wrong, were like dinghies come adrift,
lacking the power to do more than to rock aimlessly in inchoate discontent. I
bought a beret and shades, which went well with my cigarillos and my Balkan
Sobrani-filled pipe, but had not the slightest idea what to do with them other
than to feel slightly superior, somewhat existential, and probably condemned to
a future in which one could expect to achieve little except the maintenance of
personal honor and the avoidance of banality.
It was, after all, what we were being taught at
the Brattle Theatre. The Brattle, two years before I arrived at Harvard, began
running Humphrey Bogart films in repertoire throughout reading period. We
gathered faithfully and repeatedly to learn from the master, mimicking such
lines as "I stick my neck out for nobody."
Later, in the sixties, when I was over thirty, it
was said that people my age couldn't be trusted; It wasn't true, though. We
could be trusted. We just couldn't be relied upon. Our cultural heroes didn't
man the barricades. They hit the road. Our goal wasn't to overthrow the
establishment, someone would say later, but to make it irrelevant. Or, like
Miles Davis in concert, to play with your back to it. Some of us made Bogart an
anti-hero in part, I think, because we already suspected that America was our
own Casablanca, a place of seductive illusions and baroque deceptions, where
nothing was as it appeared. Bogart, with skill and cool, knew how to adapt to
the chaos and deceit without betraying his own code. It was a model we needed.
o
We had been taught that
if we crawled under our
desks, we would be safe from The Bomb. Even our teachers lied to us. Yet
it never occurred to us to try to change the world. When
change finally did come, we would do what we did best. We adapted. From
conventional sex to free sex to frightened sex, we adapted. From mass
movements
to monomaniacal interest groups, we adapted. From integration to
nationalism to
political correctness, we adapted. From communes to condos, we adapted.
From
Beatles to rap, from bongos to cell phones, and from Aquarius to
apocalypse, we
adapted. And given that these weren't even our revolutions, we did it
pretty
well.
The one revolution that was truly ours, the civil
rights movement, the boomer braggarts would claim for themselves. And, being
the silent generation, we let them. Our virtue and our failing was that we
would never enjoy the hubris of those older and younger than ourselves. Our
virtue because we were modest enough to actually have learned something from
what happened; our failing because the footing never seemed solid enough to
permit us to do much with what we had learned.
o
They called my generation the "silent" one, the
one America skipped in moving from George Bush to Bill Clinton. Maybe some of
us were quiet because we were trying to figure out how to avoid becoming the
man in the gray flannel suit or part of the lonely crowd. The struggle, we
thought, was about individuality and no one spoke of movements. Our cultural
heroes didn't organize anything. They hit the road. Our goal wasn't to
overthrow the establishment, someone would say a decade later, but to make it
irrelevant. When we were in our 30s, we were told that we already were too old
to be trusted. It wasn't really true; in many ways the 60s was just the mass
movement of something that had started in the 50s with our coffee houses, music
and conscious political apathy. We were the warmup band for the 1960s.
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